life is too slow at the moment,
too numb, too dead.
i want to feel something.
i want adrenaline and recklessness.
the taste of life only lingers at the tip of my tounge
but before i can swallow, it's gone.
life seems to evade me these days.
i feel like i can't get a grip on it.
it lures me on distracting paths and plays hide and seek,
but i can't seem to get the gist of it.
i've improved
there was a time when i didn't even realize how lost i was,
when i was so deep in the dark that i had no idea of light.
but now that i've spotted the end of the tunnel,
it's hard to keep going all the way,
when all i'd want to do is sprint.
